Thursday, 17 April 2014

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For the first time I let a tiny glimmer of hope sneak through the bars. I didn't know what to do with myself all day.

Wednesday, 16 April 2014

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I miss him when he's not here. I wonder if I always will.

Tuesday, 15 April 2014

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No matter how mitigating the circumstances it still feels sinfully decadent to read in bed on a sunny afternoon.

Monday, 14 April 2014

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As soon as she walked through the door I felt the weight lift from my shoulders. The wheels are in motion. And I will be carried along.

Sunday, 13 April 2014

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So much laughter. So much silliness. So much joy. Even when I'm cold, tired and troubled I have so much to be thankful for.

Saturday, 12 April 2014

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It was such a terrible start. Guilt. Resentment. Tantrums. For a moment I had no idea how we'd come back from it. "It can only get better" I told him and of course it did. Better beyond belief.

Friday, 11 April 2014

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Sometimes it's just about crossing off the days.